Yavarov

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  1. Yavarov

    January 14, 2011 by Christopher Buxton

    When Annie and I got married in Pomorie, after the wedding we made our way to lay flowers at the statue of this most romantic of poets. Yavarov was a Bulgarian stereotype – a freedom fighter, sufferer of two doomed love affairs – one woman dying of consumption, the other shooting herself, victim of persecution at the hands of his compatriots, like so many other Bulgarian poets, he committed suicide.

    His poems are intricate and so difficult to translate, but here are three simpler ones to give you a flavour.

    DREAM

    I dreamt of you again tonight my darling
    I dreamt of you –yearning still for me
    Your head into my shoulder snuggling

    A vivid flash made the darkness thrum
    Your eyes – as far as my misted sight could see –
    Burnt holes into the life to come

    So long ago – those were days of glory –
    Till you sensibly called time,
    You were gorged and weary.

    I wake up in impenetrable shade
    And I cry – my tears run till the dawn –
    For the end of you – the wretched part I played.

    By Peio Yavarov translated by Christopher Buxton 2011-01-14

    My Heart

    My hand didn’t shake, I gave it no thought,
    I found and tore off the leech – that thirstily
    Sucked, double-mouthed at my heart
    There she is on the floor: stuck, where I hurled her
    Soaked in blood….Amour – I knew her, my heart
    Torn between love and hate.

    There she is on the floor, the leech – thirstily
    Glued and trembling: No longer is she
    Wrapped round my heart, sucking double-mouthed
    And I suffer silent…And is it for her so bitterly,
    Is it for her it cries – in bloody floods
    Of tears – my doubly wounded heart?

    Yavarov translated by Christopher Buxton 2011

    In Private

    ‘Neath the tender magic of an enchanted evening
    And the two of us burning – don’t come too close.
    In my arms I’ve taken you, whenever I want you,
    Whole body I’ll cleave to you, so we will melt
    Into blessed oblivion; Painful separation
    Torn from myself, I’d come to know you.

    Ah dreamed of evening draws a veil ‘cross our eyes
    And the two of us melt – but keep further away…
    I will have lost sight of you, once I no longer
    Believe that because of you, we both shall burn
    One by the other in torpor – and then I’ll feel
    Myself so close, so very close to you.

    Translated by Christopher Buxton 1979